Stressed isn’t the word

Hi everyone 

I’m totally stressed, I have no idea what to do, no idea how to pay these bills, I’m so overdrawn I have no clue how I’m going to pay it off and I’m going to have bank charges ontop of that.

The worst part is we couldn’t even afford to buy Milly milk powder so my mum had to lend us the money. Do you know how useless that made not only me but lee feel? I felt like the worst parent in the world.

I mean not only that my car needs petrol, I don’t even know how to pay for that. I’ve already sold a lot of my stuff, i have nothing that I can get a loan on… I just feel hopeless.

Not only that my CPN and Support worker are both away for two weeks so I have no one to offer me support well professional support. We owe money to family… we owe money for bills… basically we owe money to everyone.

I honestly I have no Idea what to do.. I can’t see how it’s going to get better because I can’t speak to my parents about it because it will be proving them right that im irresponsible and I can’t handle that.

I just feel totally worthless as a mother as a girlfriend as a daughter as a sister as a granddaughter as everything in my life.

Help me I feel like I’m drowning.

Any advice would be good.

Thanks for reading 

Night xx 

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4 thoughts on “Stressed isn’t the word

  1. I can help you I have been in this position and you can get something called a debt relief order which clears all your debts my husband had one and it was so easy to sort out. If you don’t want to do that ring up the companies and set up a payment plan with them. Message me on Facebook and we can talk about it more but I can help you xxx

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